Confessing my crimes

My journey isn't over yet. I thought it was ended when i united with my shadow. But then i found myself clearly that i need other tracks which can lead me into my real life, the things that i needed so badly. My life indeed.

Some said it is not right to fly, to across the sea to climb a mountain. They said please secure the lake that you used to.

Yes, i chasing the lights that it's not possible to take. I wanna grab it for a while, to feel.. to touch.. and back to where i belong. Though, i won't go back there.. just to pleased them all.

Until the days are come, and i won't recognized them anymore... the day when i buried.. the day when i meet my Creator.